lesson learnt

Fuck.

Thats it.

I've had enough.

Like what Eminem said: ' Don't ask me why I ain't got no love for these motherfucking hos'.


Only now do I realize that at this stage in our lives, girls and relationships are just a fucking waste of my motherfucking time.

Personal experiences over the paste three years have taught me that. But only last week, have I really known the true meaning of being hurt.

I've made too many mistakes. I was a fucking idiot.

Too fucking naive to even think girls are worth my fucking time.

When I broke my leg last year, I thought that was the most bloody painful thing I'd ever experience in my life.

Lying there, on the hospital bed. Alone and afraid. Taking painkiller after painkiller. Fighting the phantom pain that was surging through my entire right leg.

I thought that was pain.

But now I realize.

Physical pain, is nothing.

Nothing. Compared to what emotional pain can do to you.

Nothing.

I've been fucked around too many times. But now I've wised up. Once bitten, twice shy.

Besides, now isn't the time for fucking relationships and stuff.

Its the time to study. Get our priorities in life right.

Yeah.

Speaking of that, its about to go kick some ass in studies.

Lets all get down with the sickness,
aL0Y